Sometimes Life Happens

Life is crazy. You have ups and you have downs. You remember the worst part of your day. Rather than remembering that thing or person that made you smile. Sometimes you make a sacrifice for a friend in order to help them out. It takes a lot to get through a day and more to get through a whole year. Here are some of the things that I've been through and looking back at the awesome year I've had, I'm glad I have gone through what I have.

January:
-lost a few good friends to something stupid
-moved into a new apartment

February:
-another birthday came and went
-spent another Valentines with no boyfriend

March:
-started coaching my soccer team the "crazylegs"

April
-caused a HUGE mess at Smoothie King when a water pipe broke and cause major water damage

May:
-became manager of Smoothie King, even after the damage
-went to Boston for my Maymester class and had a blast

June:
-Started my 409 class
-Also started going out more to Banita Creek Hall and loved every minute of it. (this is where I fell in love with square dancing)
-Got a personal trainer!

July:
-started another summer class, this time it was copy editing (sounds as much fun as it was)
-still going out to Banita and dancing my heart out
-fired my first employee. (she didn't even show up for her first shift)

August:
-started up school... again
-was really happy with one person that was in my class
-took engagement photos for Sharon Tiner

September:
-thought I fell for someone really good for me... turns out he wasn't. What's new...
-FOOTBALL SEASON STARTED!!!
-CrazyLegs season II starts!!
-My best friend lost her dad and it's been a rough road but every day gets better, even though the pain lingers

October:
-fired another person
-started talking to a really great guy
-fell for a really great guy and then realized I was more of a friend than someone he would want to date
-really thought I had meant something to him and it really hurt and still kind of does
-took more engagement photos. This time for Jessica Woolsey


November:
-having problems at work and trying to figure out how to deal with them
-took senior photos for Becca Walters

December:
-started having dreams about someone I let go over a year ago
-still having issues at work and still trying to deal with them

So here is to the broken hearts, the tears, the laughs, the jeers, the happy times, the smiles that come and to whatever else comes along in 2011.

I am not going to be like everyone else this new years and make those new year resolutions about wanting to lose weight or stop doing something to better myself or to better my heath. In 2011, I am going to focus on what matters most... me.

This year was about me, kind of, but there had been a lot of interuptions and I think in order to get what I want I have to focus on the things that I love and then maybe someone who I can give my heart to will come into my life..

So here is to a new year. New memories. And new adventures.

Thanks 2010 for another great year :)